Attention Deficit
Why do people seem to be turning their backs on me? Or perhaps I just don't get the attention that I am expecting. I could be very-self centered, you know. Maybe I just had a bad day or something.
I'm afraid that some insecurities are surfacing again. I think I have been fine the past weeks -- my relationship with God and with people and work has been a real treat. Until some inner tigers start to crouch. Emotions are really unreliable and they should always be confronted by the truth.
On the other hand, I think the Lord is also teaching me to learn to be fully secured in Him. That people are just fleeting source of happiness and encouragement. Expectations can wear a person out but God's word and promises are a source of encouragement.
